Ok ppl.. lemme blog...
Its been a real long time since I blogged... this week was really fantastic..
never knew how it flew past especially the extended weekend.. it was a good week and today ( I mean 2nd Oct) was specially awesome. Today I was wondering about why I do not talk to my Dad much. Its neither that I am afraid of him nor that he ignores me or such.. Infect I feel I am overwhelmed with his love and I feel I am not worthy of it and that's the reason that I am not that comfortable when ever I need to rather I wan talk to him.. why is that so.. all my friends say how cool their dads are and I am amazed at the way they speak to their dads.. They are more like u know they are talking to their friends and not their dads.. which I too would love to do but am so not able to..WHY the **** am I not able to.... Ok I decided something but "where", is more important... I spent the whole of my day lazing around at my friends place and then went out to Pashan (quite a place to go when you so wan to go out & do not know where.. Its a hillock and so u get a good view of the city lights at night)there I was talking to my buddy and came up with the same topic.. and we were generally talking... and there I decide upon what I have to do.. I believe this time when I go home (that's for diwali), i will go on a long walk with him and tell him or putting in the right way ask him.. " Why don't i speak to you like my friends speak to their Pop's or even for that matter the way annaya and akka speak to you" (annaya and akka stand for my brother and sister) so that's what i am gonna do i decided at pashan.. the cool breeze there and the view of the city lights, maybe the talk with my buddy all these together made me decide onto something... but now sitting here blogging my thoughts when i actually think about its feasibility.. i see a probability of 0.000001... seriously, when i now think of it i again feel how would my dad take it.. or would he be hurt if i say something like that to him or ask him such a question which i had in mind for say the last 8 years.. i don't know what the hell am i gonna do.. but seriously i feel i shd do it... how long can i be with that.. i just hope my Pop becomes the one with whom i can share everything under the sun.....God Bless Me!!!!!
never knew how it flew past especially the extended weekend.. it was a good week and today ( I mean 2nd Oct) was specially awesome. Today I was wondering about why I do not talk to my Dad much. Its neither that I am afraid of him nor that he ignores me or such.. Infect I feel I am overwhelmed with his love and I feel I am not worthy of it and that's the reason that I am not that comfortable when ever I need to rather I wan talk to him.. why is that so.. all my friends say how cool their dads are and I am amazed at the way they speak to their dads.. They are more like u know they are talking to their friends and not their dads.. which I too would love to do but am so not able to..WHY the **** am I not able to.... Ok I decided something but "where", is more important... I spent the whole of my day lazing around at my friends place and then went out to Pashan (quite a place to go when you so wan to go out & do not know where.. Its a hillock and so u get a good view of the city lights at night)there I was talking to my buddy and came up with the same topic.. and we were generally talking... and there I decide upon what I have to do.. I believe this time when I go home (that's for diwali), i will go on a long walk with him and tell him or putting in the right way ask him.. " Why don't i speak to you like my friends speak to their Pop's or even for that matter the way annaya and akka speak to you" (annaya and akka stand for my brother and sister) so that's what i am gonna do i decided at pashan.. the cool breeze there and the view of the city lights, maybe the talk with my buddy all these together made me decide onto something... but now sitting here blogging my thoughts when i actually think about its feasibility.. i see a probability of 0.000001... seriously, when i now think of it i again feel how would my dad take it.. or would he be hurt if i say something like that to him or ask him such a question which i had in mind for say the last 8 years.. i don't know what the hell am i gonna do.. but seriously i feel i shd do it... how long can i be with that.. i just hope my Pop becomes the one with whom i can share everything under the sun.....God Bless Me!!!!!
posted by sree surya kumar at 2:38 AM
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